future, what they, i hope for

My granny wants to see me becoming a doctor as she wished to see at least a grandchild manage to be a doctor since all of her children couldn't.
List of her and Tok abah's (i called my granddad by this name) children and their current occupation:

1st child: My mom(she's the eldest) - an executive in human resource department in a UKM sub-company or so.. my mum didn't want to be a doctor. listening to her story about how my granddad forbid her from further study make me feel blissed for having both parents who wanted me to be what so ever as long i try to be successful at it.. (and sent both of them 10% of my monthly salary after i started working in the future, don't worry, i'll keep my promise, since i'll be living with you guys till the day i died anyway ^^)

2nd child: My 1st uncle, he's.. urmm.. worked many kind of works.. Currently managing a catering in some educational center.. wherever there is I'd forgotten.

3rd child: My first aunt, she's by forever is the prettiest aunt i had, she had been through tough time but i love her a lot and wish her a happy life.. but yup not a doctor materials too..

4th child: Second uncle, i remember how i used to adore him when i was 5 or so.. now things just a so so for us.. i wish we could get closer like before, really wish you a good health and perfect non poverty life always.. his job? whatever.. i forgot..

5th child: Can't lie but yup this aunt gotta be my most favorite.. she work in UKM managing computers and IT stuff there(which is so not my bread and butter, as my knowledge level on computer is on networking and games only, that's all, suddenly i woke up one morning there they are, ipad, i don't even know how to used a touchscreen phone) i don't know why she didn't become a doctor..

6th child: She an engineer-turn-business woman. she used to be fun, but now everything is just business, even the way she talked to me is business like. miss the friendly you, really.

7th child and 8th: They're twins. I adore their physical appearance. I always seen them as the gorgeous twins, beautiful in whatever they wear. The 8th has softer facial expression than the 7th but the 7th is fiercer just like my mom. Business women also.

9th child: She is following my granddad's footsteps on becoming a teacher.

10th child: I'm closest to this person among my mom's siblings. Maybe due to our age difference, which is only 4 years) This uncle, sigh~, he's a mess. LOL. medical doctor? more to love doctor maybe, with all the flirting, he bound to be one. LOL. Wants to be a business man, well wish him luck and success. (so he could give me duit raye! Tahun lepas x bagi!)

so, you see. no doctor. nada. but i wasn't plan to be a doctor. sure at six i used to repeat over and over and over again about when i'm all grown up i want to be a doctor but that just me being a kid whose babble about typical stuff.

TYPICAL AMBITIONS BY KINDERGARTEN KIDS:

-doctor
-teacher
-army
-firefighter
-police
-superman
-prime minister
-sailormoon
-bibik (housemaid)..?? (my lil' cousin said this, haha, as she saw a bibik is farrr more hardworking than her mom on house works, but she also said naively, she wants to be a bibik so that she could take care of her mom.. awww.. so sweet.. well hana darling, you could always be my bibik.. *wink2 ^.-)

so, the question is, what will i became in the future?

i'll be taking human resource for my 1st degree.. in UPM.. hope i'll got accepted. so as things go i'll probably become an executive at some company, working in an office. i used to say to myself; "i'll never work in an office","i'll never work from nine to five for five days like my parents","i'll never be like my parents, i'll be more, i'll be imaginative, i'll be a writer..


the thing is, i want to a be writer.. really really want to one, but i need a stabilize income. i'll be toasted if my books doesn't sell well and i'll surely didn't want to be a journalist, reporter.. but a novelist..



well, i hope for the best and pray to Allah on what he had stored for me because He's the Almighty who knows everything, then, now and the future.




wish to be kind to cats,

YAA