Wow. It's been a year since the last time I'd posted something here. Last 3 days was 12/12/12. Apparantly we're not going to experience a 'nice' date like that for yet another 100 years. Interesting.
Lucky no. 88.1 is sadly no more. I've gained a lot for the past 12 months. I've been eating like a pig hence weight gain is predicted to increase accordingly. Sigh.
Reading my older posts. Haha I'm an idiot.
I'm depress. I'm lonely. Now I feel like hurting myself slowly. Probably gonna start indulging myself into self-loathing by smoking. I never plan to have tons of kids anyway. Cancer. If I am destinied to suffer from it, God forbid, suffer I shall. :/
Lately I've questioned myself: Am I always this negative? Have I ever be an optimist before? No. Not suicidal negative probably just stupid. An airhead that never thought of thinking of...anything.
Money. Why everything has to revolve around money? Even just by eating I become broke. "Money's never enough." a bald guy said to me yesterday. He's my mom'd boss. He shushed me because he wanted to speak. Pfft.
Sigh. Screw Twitter. I cannot express myself in just 140 words. I miss this blog. Should've come back sooner. :l
This afternoon, I went for an interview to join a club. Urgh, from the stinking situation (which I felt so stupid for even taking part in) I've realized that I'm gradually losing my social skill. I'm an awkward turtle. I get mad easily from the interviewers' judgmental critics. (Spare me the criticism, They were freaking judgmental... and snobbish)
I lost interest to join, in fact I didn't want to join them the first place! Hah! Ameen (his my classmate, very pushy and very emotional) I'll never ever accompany you for any club interview ever again. -___-
Hmm. I guess I just need a place to rant.
Ciao.
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